This qualitative research was conducted to shed light on the phenomenon of homosexual camareros and their lived experience as owners/stewards of sacred images. Data were collected from ten self-identified homosexual camareros utilizing the method of semi-structured interview. Responses were audio recorded, transcribed, and analyzed guided by the Interpretative Phenomenological Analysis (IPA) approach.
Based on analyzed data, it can be surmised that familial and environmental influences have shaped the desire of the participants to become a camarero. They differ in some aspects such as time and perceived indicators with regard to the realization and confirmation of their sexual identity.
For some participants, the penchant for stewardship of a sacred image started out as a mere hobby or a bragging right but gradually metamorphosed into a deeper knowledge of the Saint which the sacred image represents. Anthropomorphism is highly likely, although being familiar with the official teachings of the Catholic Church on the veneration of Saints has guided them in refining their purpose and shaping their devotion and commitment.
The application of concepts in social psychology are very much evident especially in exploring the beginning of the participants’ desire and the continuing purpose for their engagement in the art of pagsasanto and its devotional equivalent. Social influences played a major role in shaping their behavior. The attachment and devotion of camareros to sacred images have played significant roles in fostering a sense of psychological security and deeper connection to God. From their own viewpoint, acceptance and acknowledgment by the Church and society proved to be a key element in establishing a positive self identity.
Interestingly, the participants did not feel any lingering struggle between their devotion or religiosity and their homosexual desires. Sublimation enables them to refocus their energy to the more morally acceptable activity which is pagsasanto. In addition, the devotion to sacred images is attested by the participants to be effective in combating anxiety, stress, and depression thus ensuring a sound mental health.